been gone for months now.

literally though, you don't even know how much has changed.
I'm dating this guy, whos on house arrest at the moment for getting caught up in a beer run.

hes pretty fucked up

but i'm pretty fucked up

so we kinda.. work together.

i've been getting high so much

and i've been getting just absolutely shit faced

i'm done though.

its hitting me how much weight i'm gaining

i'm at 125.

one. twenty. five.

i seriously am like, going to fucking cry.

So, todays the day I start my new 'healthy happy life plan'

first off- i'm going by the food pyramid, but making my own adjustments.

the main food groups are:

Grains | Veggies | Fruits | Meat | Dairy

Today I ate;

1. hotpocket- which included grain, meat and some dairy.

2. bagel w/ cream cheese- which is grain and dairy

so that means-

Grains | Veggies | Fruits | Meat | Dairy

Does it make sense?

I'm just going to eat certain foods and i'm seriously cutting down on sugary foods.

Also, like salty, fattening foods.

also for liquid consumption:

Water- [x][x][/[][][][][][]

I have a water bottle that has 2.5 servings of 8. ounces.

so i've gone through one bottle so far

well homework time

then exersize<333

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